IT'S HERE!!!

  I'm finally here on the eve of my surgery, and I am beside myself!!  Tomorrow is the day! YAY!!!
I am so nervous, and scared, and excited... I know that it will all work out, but it is still a bit over whelming. I have friends who have had the same surgery, with the same Dr. and they are simply stunning now!!  I have been praying, and having friends and love ones praying for me. I know that I will be happy with the results, and I also know that I have a long road ahead of me, but I am ready for this challenge. I am trying to just relax right now, but thankfully the Dr. gave me a pill that will help to relax me tonight. I have been pacing, and antsy as well as edgy... I think that a big factor in my stress is that fact that my surgery has been pushed aback for almost 2 months now!
   For the last 3 days, I have been washing with betadine (which is some stinky stuff, and stains things).  I have still been taking my vitamins... like 12 pills a day. Makes me feel like gagging, just thinking about it.  A few days ago, I had to go get my "downstairs lady friend" waxed (in the area that will be near surgical areas)... I think I was more nervous about that than the surgery itself!! lol I was SWEATING, and I even put my shirt on BACKWARDS! lol... I was fortunate that the girl who performed the waxing was the sweetest thing, and just kept me talking and calmed my fears... with all my "fluff" I was totally mortified to have to go have this done, but once it was over, I was more comfortable with the whole idea of waxing. Today, Dr. Quiroz went over what he plans on doing during the surgery. It felt like this day would never get here! He put some markings so on my body, so I could see what parts will be removed, but I don't know that I will be totally prepared for what will happen... I mean, I know WHAT will happen, I just not sure that my brain is totally wrapped around this whole thing... if that makes sense...
 I have to have positive energy, positive thoughts, and know that I am so blessed with many prayers.

 Well, I will keep updating as I go along, so stay tuned.